Not happening.

23Nov09

I really don’t understand. What’s the point? I’m happy as I am now anyway.

Why fix something that isn’t broken?

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dont do it

22Nov09

Did I mess up

or was this just a figment of my imagination?

 

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When leaving was the best thing

20Nov09

Today I realised I only started being happy with the way I am and having any ounce of self confidence after you left.

I’m not interested in standing in your shadows anymore.

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dont make me change my mind

18Nov09

You’re not the first or the last

but you’re possibly the prettiest.

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I’m a freak bitch, baby.

17Nov09

Finally realised why I don’t want any of this.

My job is unstable. My career path is unstable, my schoolwork is unstable. Everything in my life is constantly changing and I don’t need someone else to make me sit on the edge of my chair.

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stop studying and get a job.

16Nov09

I realised that I learnt everything and anything useful from working, and not from school.

I mean, yeah I learnt the theories and stuff, but almost any applicable CRUCIAL piece of knowledge I need in my work life came from working for the 3 companies I was with in the past 4 years.

Everything I learnt in school is used in a more social context. Like, networking, communication with colleagues, dealing with annoying people… *

So my degree is pretty much just an indication that, hey I have the cognitive ability. I am intelligent. I can learn. Hire me and I’ll be able to learn everything I need to know on the job. What I know from studying doesn’t freaking matter.

Sucks but true.

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*then again, I am studying Psychology. We deal with people.

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Everybody wants something

14Nov09

Just realised I no longer believe that anyone can love me unconditionally.

What a sad life I lead.

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i want your revenge

13Nov09

I don’t wanna be friends.

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caught in a

13Nov09

you and me
could write a bad romance.

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everything’s never as it seems

11Nov09

I wanna stay awake for as long as I can, just so I’ll never miss a thing.

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